Comes to the light..

i've realized something. i'm not quite sure what that might be, but i can feel it. i'm not  sure what to do at this point..its like i want so badly to just let it all out,  but once again i just dont want to face rejection. Its like, i wanna wait until he's ready to tell me, but what if he never does???? then i'll be left wishing i had. idk. maybe i should just give up. or maybe i shouldnt. what to do, what to do....

i hate feeling like this. 

"if you have no one to love, you have everything." -so true.