electric relaxation.

 well, well, well. its been a while. things have been quite different.. i have a feeling this will be a better year. i've been having my share of fun lately.. as i should be. met  some interesting people.. done some cool things. i feel like the older i become, the more i begin to know myself. hopefully this journey of mine will be worthwhile.. because i would hate to not gain anything..mentally. i realize more each day, and i'm glad because it gives me something to think about. sometimes you have to let things fall into place.. everything can't be controlled, and i've learned that. i like the idea of  living freely so much more. it feels natural. why stress about things that i can do nothing about ? why live according to a structure everyday ? i cant... i wont be happy. i just need to kick back, chill, and enjoy the relaxation..