am i suppose to be uncertain..

about us?? am i suppose to wonder if what i think i'm feeling is real or not?? why do i question this all of a sudden?? is it due to the fact that i've never been involved in this type of relationship, or a relationship at all for that matter?? i wish i knew the answer to all of these questions, but patience is a virtue right now..it is essential for me to know what i am getting myself into...or if i want us to proceed in this union. i like to belive that what he is saying has been carefully thought, but how can i possibly be sure? are you at an attempt to make your words believeable , or are you stating the truth? do you KNOW what you feel? EXACTLY what you really truly feel? because honestly, i am not very secure that you do. i am not secure that i know what i feel is real. how could i know when this feeling has never really emerged within my soul? i dont know what this is. i dont know how i feel anymore. i just want an answer. an answer to whether or not i should take a risk by staying with you. an answer to know if what i'm feeling is real or not..an answer to know if we belong together.

Week of the Originator. ((December 3-10))

 

STRENGTHS: Unusual, Ardent, Talented

WEAKNESSES: Peculiar, Irresponsible, Rejected

Sagittarius 2's are different and are not afraid to show it. Among the more unusual people of the year, even the most apparently normal of them may come to seem a tad peculiar once you get to know them better. They rarely consider doing anything in any way other than their own. it would be one thing if they were content with being different, but they usually expect others to understand them somehow. In consequence, Sagittarius 2's commonly encounter rejection, which they must learn to handle without becoming frustrated or bitter. They usually  become dependent on one or two close friends or family members for acceptance and emotional support.

The most successful of those born in the Week of the Originator  are those who can cash in on their own wacky way of seeing and doing things. True, some Sagittarius 2's can get mired in frustration and self-pity , and may find their friends teasing them with jokes about their weirdness or strangeness; but for the most part they are proud of who they are , although perhaps unable to explain how they got that way. Even so , those born in this week have escapist tendencies , often feeling  impelled to retreat or even flee from the problems of everyday life. The danger that they will involve themselves in questionable activities or drug states is high ,  and an ever-present threat to their physical and mental health.

Those born in this week are often clever-good with their hands , quick with their minds, technically proficient in their principal pursuit. Whatever  their eccentricities , success can be theirs for asking. Their talents may lead them into overconfidence , however , and by overestimating their faculties and abilities they can slip and fall. They can be slow to learn this lesson. 

In fact , becoming more realistic about themselves and the world around them is generally a struggle for Sagittarius 2's , who often take on too many activities at once , and occasionally the wrong ones. 

This week sports its share of expressive and exhibitionistic individuals. Perhaps out  of an inner drive to show  people who they really are ,  Sagittarius 2's can sometimes let aggression run riot , whether it be territorial, intellectual , sexual , or emotional. Perhaps the greatest need of those born in this week is to turn some of their outwardly energy inward , and to develop their spiritual side. They will also benefit by seeking to understand others better , particularly by listening , and to expand their circle of friends and acquaintances. Engagement in humanitarian pursuits or community projects  will help them to normalize their relations with their fellow human beings.

In general , Sagittarius 2's will save themselves and others a great deal of agony by seeking out people who will appreciate their uniqueness and avoiding the effort to impress or be accepted by those who will not. This is true of both marriage and business partners. Those born in this week are liable to give their all for love , and they sometimes get hurt in the process.. 

*When young , they may experience more than average disappointment in romantic relationships. A common scenario involves idolizing someone who does not return the enthusiasm . A number of rejection notices from several different  addresses may be necessary to make them more realistic about their feelings and choices.

*When they do meet someone who will love and understand them , their first response  may be to push this person away , perhaps in disbelief. Once a bond of trust is formed, however , and particularly  if that process has been long and difficult . Sagittarius 2's may become emotionally fixated and clinging.  Depending on the depth of the love felt , the other person can get nervous , and back off in fear. The Sagittarius 2 should be wary , then , of laying too heavy a weight on lovers or friends , and particularly of trying to convince them that they are the  "only one who understands"- a burden that is almost counterproductive to the relationship.

*Sagittarius 2's have an intensely physical side that cries out for satisfaction. Because they tend to give themselves fully to their experiences , they make ardent  lovers and appreciative mates and friends. often extremely attractive , either in their person or their personality , those born in this week can be true heartbreakers. Yet their equally strong tendency to act irresponsibly or destructively  may finally lead even the most patient of lovers to break up with them.

 ADVICE:

                                                                            

                 * Try to get out a bit more and do what others do from time to time. Don't yourself into a corner by believing that no one can understand you. Make an effort to let others into your private world. Resist turning off to life: Keep things fresh and renew your commitment.