am i suppose to be uncertain..

about us?? am i suppose to wonder if what i think i'm feeling is real or not?? why do i question this all of a sudden?? is it due to the fact that i've never been involved in this type of relationship, or a relationship at all for that matter?? i wish i knew the answer to all of these questions, but patience is a virtue right now..it is essential for me to know what i am getting myself into...or if i want us to proceed in this union. i like to belive that what he is saying has been carefully thought, but how can i possibly be sure? are you at an attempt to make your words believeable , or are you stating the truth? do you KNOW what you feel? EXACTLY what you really truly feel? because honestly, i am not very secure that you do. i am not secure that i know what i feel is real. how could i know when this feeling has never really emerged within my soul? i dont know what this is. i dont know how i feel anymore. i just want an answer. an answer to whether or not i should take a risk by staying with you. an answer to know if what i'm feeling is real or not..an answer to know if we belong together.