I am not Afraid..

it is somewhat difficult yet so easy for me to describe how i feel.. difficult when at an attempt to explain to others, yes. easy when we're expressing our mutual feelings to each other and no one else ? absolutely.  only we can truly understand the connection that lies within both of us. in the past, confusion was there  to greet us with open arms.. but we pushed it away once the truth became clear in our eyes. although the distance between us is a factor now, i've never felt so close to your heart. its so much better knowing how you feel, because now our admiration  for each other is no longer a  blur of  mystery... but a vivid realization.  we made a promise never to forget, but to remain hopeful that we will be together at some point in time. i will always be here for you, and i am confident that you know this.. and if  confusion comes back and takes hold of your feelings, do not hesitate to defeat it.. just look into my eyes and you will see what is true.. because our eyes will never lie at the sight of what is real.  despite my fear and anxieties, i am not afraid to embrace. i am not afraid to feel.  i am not afraid to love you.