Me.

confusion. wonder. eccentricity. pain.

seems as though my life has consists of these things.

confusion. wonder. eccentricity. pain.

i awaken  in a blur, as  these four are there to greet me at dawn.

confusion. wonder. eccentricity. pain.

 for almost seventeen years, they strangely remain.

confusion. wonder. eccentricity. pain.

will i strengthen  from this, or will i let it break me ?

the answer will continue to be unknown.. that is, until i stop letting my fears and emotions control me.  i cannot let them exist. they must vanish now.